I thought I know u but I don't actually, everytime u put ur head on my shoulder and cry I assumed I was the only ocean  to share yr sorrows with ,I thought u were always thinking of me as ur protector, maybe ur lover instead of friend , I would give u everything and I won't let u down for the rest of my life .cuz I sense it when M not around you , when ur broken N M not there to put u in my lap ,touch ur cheeks and banish ur tears and feel ur warmth against my chest , LOVE U.

I need to sleep

It makes u suffer not in pain but mentally,  when u realize u have nothing to do expect eating , peeing and waiting for the sunset to cover ur self and sleep ,sleep is one of the best cures in whole existence,
The pill to forget by heart , our  saver thanks to it we leave and go to another planet, planet of relief , even we don't remember anything when we wake up , we feel it ,our bodies feel it , we were captivated by its magic , sleep,weird how it can control us easily . Slowly . Softly, we like it cuz we do like rest ,we like to let everything behind us turn to a black vision and run , run to nowhere ,what's important is running or rather leaving ... so sleep is our way ,our short way to do so but for a short time too , and even tho is short ,, we prefere it , better than nothing , when it comes to forgetting things it's hard a little bit , but possible.
8 hours of forgetting but when it ends ull back to normal.
IT's MAGIC.

Like I don't care

I used to say M strong, I can do it , I can handle my issues with no one's help , I was wrong , things can turn to something creepy sometimes , that U can't deal with it in some easy way ,it shows u that the world that u've been  accustomed to and obsessed by is actually a dirty game and u have to play it dirty if u want to win .
Some poeple R billionaires and some of'em R waiting for death to take them out of this MESS ,hunger,pain,no shelter,no parents,just a little tiny pale faces ( kids ) looking for a warm chest in order to lay on it .
M weak ,M useless, no single supporter.
LOST IN MY THOUGHTS .