Lost of thoughts

I'll get rid of my negativity

Bullsshit

Kill me till death,kill is a verb and killer is its noun,so when u do the act which is defined by killing  ull be called a killer , and as a result of that act u will be dead cuz killing is the last step ,so there's no gab between the killing and death.  Therefore we shouldn't say till death cus kill means in the same time murder so we rephrase the previous sentence like make me die till death ,and it's absurd.

I thought I know u but I don't actually, everytime u put ur head on my shoulder and cry I assumed I was the only ocean  to share yr sorrows with ,I thought u were always thinking of me as ur protector, maybe ur lover instead of friend , I would give u everything and I won't let u down for the rest of my life .cuz I sense it when M not around you , when ur broken N M not there to put u in my lap ,touch ur cheeks and banish ur tears and feel ur warmth against my chest , LOVE U.

I need to sleep

It makes u suffer not in pain but mentally,  when u realize u have nothing to do expect eating , peeing and waiting for the sunset to cover ur self and sleep ,sleep is one of the best cures in whole existence,
The pill to forget by heart , our  saver thanks to it we leave and go to another planet, planet of relief , even we don't remember anything when we wake up , we feel it ,our bodies feel it , we were captivated by its magic , sleep,weird how it can control us easily . Slowly . Softly, we like it cuz we do like rest ,we like to let everything behind us turn to a black vision and run , run to nowhere ,what's important is running or rather leaving ... so sleep is our way ,our short way to do so but for a short time too , and even tho is short ,, we prefere it , better than nothing , when it comes to forgetting things it's hard a little bit , but possible.
8 hours of forgetting but when it ends ull back to normal.
IT's MAGIC.

Like I don't care

I used to say M strong, I can do it , I can handle my issues with no one's help , I was wrong , things can turn to something creepy sometimes , that U can't deal with it in some easy way ,it shows u that the world that u've been  accustomed to and obsessed by is actually a dirty game and u have to play it dirty if u want to win .
Some poeple R billionaires and some of'em R waiting for death to take them out of this MESS ,hunger,pain,no shelter,no parents,just a little tiny pale faces ( kids ) looking for a warm chest in order to lay on it .
M weak ,M useless, no single supporter.
LOST IN MY THOUGHTS .

Ppl should forget about their problems just for 1 s if they can ...and also  if life provides them with hope..moreover the ability to do it without pain or suffer.